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Orpheus
liked the glad personal quality
Of
the things beneath the sky. Of course, Eurydice was a part
Of
this. Then one day, everything changed. He rends
Rocks
into fissures with lament. Gullies, hummocks
Can't
withstand it. The sky shudders from one horizon
To
the other, almost ready to give up wholeness.
Then
Apollo quietly told him: "Leave it all on earth.
Your
lute, what point? Why pick at a dull pavan few care to
Follow,
except a few birds of dusty feather,
Not
vivid performances of the past." But why not?
All
other things must change too.
The
seasons are no longer what they once were,
But
it is the nature of things to be seen only once,
As
they happen along, bumping into other things, getting along
Somehow.
That's where Orpheus made his mistake.
Of
course Eurydice vanished into the shade;
She
would have even if he hadn't turned around.
No
use standing there like a gray stone toga as the whole wheel
Of
recorded history flashes past, struck dumb, unable to
utter
an intelligent
Comment
on the most thought-provoking element in its train.
Only
love stays on the brain, and something these people,
These
other ones, call life. Singing accurately
So
that the notes mount straight up out of the well of
Dim
noon and rival the tiny, sparkling yellow flowers
Growing
around the brink of the quarry, encapsulizes
The
different weights of the things.
But
it isn't enough
To
just go on singing. Orpheus realized this
And
didn't mind so much about his reward being in heaven
After
the Bacchantes had torn him apart, driven
Half
out of their minds by his music, what it was doing to them.
Some
say it was for his treatment of Eurydice.
But
probably the music had more to do with it, and
The
way music passes, emblematic
Of
life and how you cannot isolate a note of it
And
say it is good or bad. You must
Wait
till it's over. "The end crowns all,"
Meaning
also that the "tableau"
Is
wrong. For although memories, of a season, for example,
Melt
into a single snapshot, one cannot guard, treasure
That
stalled moment. It too is flowing, fleeting;
It
is a picture of flowing, scenery, though living, mortal,
Over
which an abstract action is laid out in blunt,
Harsh
strokes. And to ask more than this
Is
to become the tossing reeds of that slow,
Powerful
stream, the trailing grasses
Playfully
tugged at, but to participate in the action
No
more than this. Then in the lowering gentian sky
Electric
twitches are faintly apparent first, then burst forth
Into
a shower of fixed, cream-colored flares. The horses
Have
each seen a share of the truth, though each thinks,
"I'm
a maverick. Nothing of this is happening to me,
Though
I can understand the language of birds, and
The
itinerary of the lights caught in the storm is
fully
apparent to me.
Their
jousting ends in music much
As
trees move more easily in the wind after a summer storm
And
is happening in lacy shadows of shore-trees, now,
day
after day."
But
how late to be regretting all this, even
Bearing
in mind that regrets are always late, too late!
To
which Orpheus, a bluish cloud with white contours,
Replies
that these are of course not regrets at all,
Merely
a careful, scholarly setting down of
Unquestioned
facts, a record of pebbles along the way.
And
no matter how all this disappeared,
Or
got where it was going, it is no longer
Material
for a poem. Its subject
Matters
too much, and not enough, standing there helplessly
While
the poem streaked by, its tail afire, a bad
Comet
screaming hate and disaster, but so turned inward
That
the meaning, good or other, can never
Become
known. The singer thinks
Constructively,
builds up his chant in progressive stages
Like
a skyscraper, but at the last minute turns away.
The
song is engulfed in an instant in blackness
Which
must in turn flood the whole continent
With
blackness, for it cannot see. The singer
Must
then pass out of sight, not even relieved
Of
the evil burthen of the words. Stellification
Is
for the few, and comes about much later
When
all record of these people and their lives
Has
disappeared into libraries, onto microfilm.
A
few are still interested in them. "But what about
So-and-so?"
is still asked on occasion. But they lie
Frozen
and out of touch until an arbitrary chorus
Speaks
of a totally different incident with a similar name
In
whose tale are hidden syllables
Of
what happened so long before that
In some small town, one different summer. »
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